Sunday, August 3, 2014

My Beautiful Ending

August 03, 2014 0
Now I'm sitting on my desk, working in front of my laptop
Thinking of my future and about the destiny of my life
I'm only a student but I have a big dream to reach
But I'm not always succeed in this mission, my way rocks

There also be sometime we only look to the sky
Found a beautiful rainbow and start wishing for another miracle
Hope looks easily to get but there will always be some pain

"Why I got this life?
Why should I live this life?
Why I don't have a beautiful life like her? Like him? Like them?
What should I do then, I have sucks life!"
That what we usually think
And these subject bring more and more sorrows on me
So then, 
I started to look at down
Try to found and clean my way from those rocks
Hide my bad mood and just paint a little smile on my face
And that's it,
I found my Beautiful Ending

Thursday, July 17, 2014

My Passion vs The Guy

July 17, 2014 0
I'm here without any other reasons before
I just choose to join this with my brain,
Because seems like this activity suits me well

More than a year passed,
Everything changed
But at first, 
I'm sure that my passion won't change also

I found a new life
Standing in the front of the school gate every Thursday
Waiting for the welcome of the new person in my life
And that time, 
I'm still the same, innocent..

Day by day passed away
Both me and that new guy, 
Come closer to each others
Joking there, joking here
We laugh everytime the time did right
All changed for the twice
Right now I wonder about my heartbeat
Is it beating because of my passion?
Am I still love doing this thing?
But when I did, but he isn't there, seems like not usual..
So what's the usual thing?
When I do this thing together with him
My heart seems won't beating at all,
My brain stop working,
And my blood seems stop flowing..
Did my passion change also?
The thing that I believe so hard won't ever changed
Does my heart changed?
It choose the guy better than the things I passion in

Monday, July 14, 2014

14.07.2014 The Things..

July 14, 2014 0
I ever been in such a beautiful day when I was in a good situation with everyone,
Then come the day,
That I should accepted the reality..
Everything changed
Somebody who were very close to me become like a stranger
Both of us feel the awkward moment among the two of us
He don't talk, neither do I
Then the wind whispered,
All changed because there come something unusual approaching to us
This thing called by, "LOVE"

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Juliettes' Thought

July 10, 2014 0
Am I doing the right thing?
Or actually I just torturing myself with this?
Am I in the right place?
Or actually I just make the same old mistake?

There were a statement that said,
"Don't judge a book by its cover"
But it is available if I apply it in my daily life?
Just stay in here and wait for the falling star and hope it will answer my wishes

Oh my dearest brightest star
Why can't I just stop blaming myself of all which Lord has given to me?
Why I'm still thinking if I was such a poor girl?
Why can't I be more grateful of all I have
Just because I can't reach a gorgeous love story like others

-WHISPERING-
...
Dear my Juliettes,
Stop looking back
There were so many kind guy in this world who won't ever judge you by only seeing your appearance
Sure you can't got a boy like in your dream, 
But you should be grateful of all that you have
Because Lord has written the most gorgeous love story for all Juliettes in this world!
So, keep smiling galz!

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

2nd of July 2014, Broken Wings

July 02, 2014 0
I might too childish
Think that too many attentions for me were because you have any other reasons
Actually I shouldn't fly too high
That I surely fallen down
It break my wings
I'm so down and even forget how to fly
Wishing that I can open again the door, that I have closed because of this accident
Afraid of losing for the umpteenth time
Wondered everything in my thought
Tried to erased all gorgeous memories that you and I.. just made..
Just trying..

<To be Continued..>

Monday, June 30, 2014

Thursday, June 26, 2014

26th of June 2014, How Embarrassed..

June 26, 2014 0
How embarrassed
You caught my eyes,
As a perpetrator of this thing called "Love"
When they were looking at you

Never in my thought that this day will come like this
The day I fall in love with you
Because my first impression when I met you..
"You are not more than a flat good looking guy"..
<to be continued..>


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