Monday, July 14, 2014

14.07.2014 The Things..

July 14, 2014 0
I ever been in such a beautiful day when I was in a good situation with everyone,
Then come the day,
That I should accepted the reality..
Everything changed
Somebody who were very close to me become like a stranger
Both of us feel the awkward moment among the two of us
He don't talk, neither do I
Then the wind whispered,
All changed because there come something unusual approaching to us
This thing called by, "LOVE"

Thursday, July 10, 2014

Juliettes' Thought

July 10, 2014 0
Am I doing the right thing?
Or actually I just torturing myself with this?
Am I in the right place?
Or actually I just make the same old mistake?

There were a statement that said,
"Don't judge a book by its cover"
But it is available if I apply it in my daily life?
Just stay in here and wait for the falling star and hope it will answer my wishes

Oh my dearest brightest star
Why can't I just stop blaming myself of all which Lord has given to me?
Why I'm still thinking if I was such a poor girl?
Why can't I be more grateful of all I have
Just because I can't reach a gorgeous love story like others

-WHISPERING-
...
Dear my Juliettes,
Stop looking back
There were so many kind guy in this world who won't ever judge you by only seeing your appearance
Sure you can't got a boy like in your dream, 
But you should be grateful of all that you have
Because Lord has written the most gorgeous love story for all Juliettes in this world!
So, keep smiling galz!

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

2nd of July 2014, Broken Wings

July 02, 2014 0
I might too childish
Think that too many attentions for me were because you have any other reasons
Actually I shouldn't fly too high
That I surely fallen down
It break my wings
I'm so down and even forget how to fly
Wishing that I can open again the door, that I have closed because of this accident
Afraid of losing for the umpteenth time
Wondered everything in my thought
Tried to erased all gorgeous memories that you and I.. just made..
Just trying..

<To be Continued..>

Monday, June 30, 2014

Thursday, June 26, 2014

26th of June 2014, How Embarrassed..

June 26, 2014 0
How embarrassed
You caught my eyes,
As a perpetrator of this thing called "Love"
When they were looking at you

Never in my thought that this day will come like this
The day I fall in love with you
Because my first impression when I met you..
"You are not more than a flat good looking guy"..
<to be continued..>


Thursday, May 29, 2014

The Same Creatures

May 29, 2014 2
I don't know
Even I have never know
You didn't tell before,
You even didn't say any words
This is just misunderstanding
But why I always blamed?
It is easy for just to say,
Why won't you try?
Do you like 'blaming' others?
Or instead you just say what do you want to say?
You and I are the same
We are Lord's creature that called human
Both you and I eat rice
But why there still somebody who blamed by the others?

Friday, May 23, 2014

The Last 10001 Ways

May 23, 2014 0
How if I left all I have built all these time? 
How if I move away and let my destiny goes on? 
How if I won't try for the umpteenth time because of something that won't be better? 
All wasted!

For what I tried on?
At the end I got nothing at all
For what I wasted my time?
Just for something that won't work

Thomas Alfa Edison might said,

"I have not failed. I've just found 10000 ways that won't work."

But how if I found the last 10001 way?
Should I survive and keep trying for the other 10000 ways?
Or may I leave?

Damn it!
I've never being like this before
Everyone know me as an Einstein's lil daughter
They assume me as a young scientist at the first
But why?
This year all changed!
Is it because of me?
Or because the elder who can't do their job nicely?
Is it surely because of me, while all my friends got down also?

Dear elder,
How won't you look at yourself and try to change yours?
Don't you always ask us to be better, try better, and bullshiter, DAMN!
Just SHUT UP, and LOOK AT YOUR OWN SELF!



Sunday, April 13, 2014

Friday, March 21, 2014

Who Can?

March 21, 2014 0
I know I've never been in your thought
Never been remembered
Never stuck in your heart

I know I'm not the pretty one
Can't suit your good looking appearance
I know I also just a child
A year bridge which standing between you and me
And I know that makes us far away

The time when my phone vibrated, 
I was feeling like I can't breathe
The time when I saw your name appears in my screen,
As if my heart was exploding hardly

Oppa, can't you realise?
I always there for you
When you need my shoulders to be the shelter of your tears,
I'm there
My ears always there to listen all your problems
My lips always try to give the best advice that I can give

So oppa please come to me,
Because I really need you to stand by me
I don't know what to do when you're far
Don't you realise if I always there to manage your sorrow, your pain?
And now,
When I'm hurt by somebody.. includes you..,
Who can manage mine?


Sunday, March 9, 2014

Fallen the Second Time

March 09, 2014 0

I even forgot
When were the last time I fallen in love,
How it feels to love,
Pounding whenever we close to our love

It might because of that feeling..
Ever been hurt by loving sincerely
Hurt so deeply..
Made the deepest hole in my heart
Even my muscle seems like petrified

But here I'm standing last night
Stay cheerful by a phone
Whenever I heard that kind a voice..
My heart which ever been dead,
Revived again for the second time
Because of you
The one who has changed my world
Painted a smile among my face
Erased every tears which not suit with me
You said, "You have a kind heart that has made me fallen so damn in love with you"
As asked me, "Would you stay here beside me forever?"
Guy, I'm so happy and dunno how to answer
My lips can't release any words
Because I'm so stuck in that time
The feels beside happy and surprised
That is because now I found my real story
My true love story that every girl wish to had
Because I'm fallen in love with you,
And these are all change my life..


Thursday, March 6, 2014

If We..

March 06, 2014 0
If only my dream can come true,
My world will surely become blue
Dear love how can I tell you,
When there weren't any one around accepted this feeling

I born to be like this, 
So there you also
If only we met earlier,
If only we met somewhere else and not this place,
And if only you were mine from the first,
They will realise what do I feel this long time

I like you, I love you, I fallen for you
Since we first met
Although there were so many terrible things that I thought before
But you aren't like that
You're better than I guessed
I can see it from through your eyes
That warm sight into deeply inside

Thus now I can't say anything except wishing
Hope for tomorrow, next two days, and later
That you will always be in my side
Grip my hands tightly and never let it loose
Then dancing with me,
On the sea of our love


Thursday, February 13, 2014

Love Bloom

February 13, 2014 0
I always stand here
Wait for the right time for me to ask for future
Love bloom,
Hurt passed

The time I walk in the corridor,
My eyes stuck on the shade of a creature
The most gorgeous star that I ever seen with my own
The most shining jewel that I can't reach unto
So I lifted my hands,
Try to catch my dream
Then that white fog appears
I stopped there

A few century has passed
This is the time for me to open my eyes
The past has changed into the modern life
None paper just a new sheet of love
Then I found a box consist of so many memories in the last century
I took those inside one by one
Then I stopped with an ancient book
I opened it as if I'm in my dream
Opened a sheet by sheet until I found a picture
That creature on the last page,
Seen like something I ever known
My heart started beating again after it didn't for a long while
Then,
When my hands gonna close that book,
Another hands appear in front of me
That warmth good looking face go through my eyes
That guy kissed me gently
That is..
The guy that I've dreamt for a long time ago
Now he came here and stood in front of me
He's realy here
He's real, not only a fake figure
He smiled to me
As if there were a longing that hidden for a long long while
That lips started to open its,
"I Love You, My Princess..", he said
I confuse and wondering about how and why it goes,
He keep smiling and said another words..
"Hey, girl! I love you and will always love you for my every breathe and for my every life in this whole world. I'm a prince who grown from your deepest sincerely heart, and now I came for you.. With a thousand love that I've kept for you, for more than a thousand century ago, for later, and forever after more.."


Thursday, January 30, 2014

Can't I love you?

January 30, 2014 0
Loving you,
As fallen into the deepest sea of love
The time you flip your hair,
Caught my heart
Baby I love you
Very deeply in love
But you don't even realise this feeling
I won't tell you what a be
Because our distance which nobody can heal
You such the biggest star that I even can not be
Such a big island between the sea
How many times I try,
It wouldn't matter
Because you still be the greatest
Like a blooming gorgeous flower between butterflies
I just a fly that you even don't wanna see
But I know this love for real,
Only need a bravely heart without any fear
So just stand by me and heard my lonely heart..
Baby can't I love you?

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Wide Smile

January 16, 2014 0


That smile which caught my eyes
So widely as wide as an ocean
As fast as my heartbeat
This might be my first time
A cute guy who look deeply into my eyes deeply..
It was warm
That I've never felt
You're my cute guy
My sincerely love
My first thumped
My first story..

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Is this a Destiny?

January 09, 2014 0
Is this a destiny?
Or just I who assume it like this
Not more than a minute I told my self to let you go..
But while my heart has not stopped saying,
This fate come
Such a beautiful news,
I'm glad with it
Such giving me another reasons to stay in here
Thus for the next , the next day, and the long next time later..
I will always still write my own story..
About you, me, and also about our sweet bitter memories behind :D


Monday, January 6, 2014

World wiithout Death

January 06, 2014 0

If only we lived in a world without death,
Surely there will be no sadness and tears
But with the presence of death,
We are trained to better appreciate those who we can still touch and we can take a look ..

Friday, January 3, 2014

True Love Story

January 03, 2014 0
I just watched a movie called by ‘Letters to Juliet’. The story touched me. Either Claire’s story that can drop my tears down. Sophie, right start from this time she will be my inspiration. Reminds me if our true love will never late. Although I haven’t found my true love until now, but I still have time for more than 366 days and even more than a thousand years. Who knows where, when, who, and whatever the ending is from my love story. Thus from that movie I believe, all girls have their own destiny. Their steps will bring them to somewhere which will never be wrong or nothing. The right place, and there will be only two memories which can be graven in. Meetings that provide lessons, and meetings that provide happiness. That’s life. Although so many times we have been hurt, so many times we have tried, so many times we have failed, so many times others.. True Love will certainly come at the right time. With love, Pisces J

This is the trailer from the movie, 'Letters to Juliet'. I hope so this movie can also change your whole world and make you realise about your true love :D


My Childhood Stories

January 03, 2014 0
Right now I'm stuck in here
Learn how to sketch my feelings
Warm, lonely, lovely..
Childhood memorable flashback
Such a beautiful story
A good looking prince,
Who I wish will be my braid one day

I'm too plain that time
I'm only fifth while I was feeling this way
Run over here, over there, such a happy child (yes I'm a child, 'that time')
I saw you there were standing beside her
Playing a fake family game
You became my father, 
And she became my mother
I don't know what did I feel
But just right now I realise if I felt jealous that time
So that's why I was running away
Hide my self under that small table
Wishing no one will realise it
But you come over, close to me innocently
I put my hands up so that you will not see my face
But at the last when I lifted my face, 
I see you still there wait for me
Smile, that I defined it as a hope
My first little dream while I was child
That's to be your braid
Walk beside you in a white dress, a wedding dress
And you will be my groom,
Use Korean glasses and see me like your couple
I love you, my childhood memories
That I ever wishing,
For my dream come true, someday..

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Your Biggest Mistake

December 11, 2013 0
How can I answer it,
If actually the only reason for me is you
If you just want to know,
I'm really not in a good mood
I'm feeling so bad, and as you know
I'm hurt that time while I caught by them
And all the reasons behind all of that event..
Is again because of you..
When you read this, 
Actually you should think if I'll drop my tears again
But for this time,
I choose to handle it
No more tears, I'm alright
That's because of you again,
So I'm fighting :)
Therefore don't ever think to be regret of all your fault
Because you had your biggest mistake that you will surely can't overcome it
That is because you have made me fallen in love so deeply only with you..


Monday, December 9, 2013

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