Monday, September 3, 2012

Who You Are

September 03, 2012 0
You are my sunshine. Guide me in my dark way, Light my deep life. Your gravitation pulled myself. Until I fallen down in your love crater
You are my sunshine. My important thing. Until the end of this world, please always there for me. Guard me from my tears, cheer me up when I was down.
Sunshine, Please be with me for a day longer :)

 

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Thanks God! =D

July 14, 2012 0
Thanks God, You've given me all the best for me since yesterday. I accepted as the first member of SEP MIND, I got Hendrikus School Festival Certificate as The Most Creative student, I got many new friends in my new school, I got new school stuffs and gadget from my mom, and many more.. Really, I'm feeling happy now! I think my life now are complete. Hope I can do the best since now, until I can reach my high dream. Reach my ideals, Hopefully my family and I, and also my best pals and others, can be in happiness forever more =D


2 Pride-Hendrikus Student Festival

July 14, 2012 1
Hooray! I'm happy today :)
Today was the 3rd day in Hendrikus Student Festival (Stufest)
The best day in this 3 days Stufest
Today I was deputizing my group to join in debate competition
Although my group wasn't the champion, but my group was the most enjoyable group I think
The guys were so funny, and the gals were so cute
In the morning, I join in SEP test
Uh, sorry.. I forget what the stands of SEP, hehehe
We must choose 3 SEP from about.... 13 SEP I think, uh, I'm forget it :'(
And the first SEP I choose was MIND, the second was Newsbee (journalism), and the last was Ultimate Ard D (design graphic)
In MIND, I told to making some craft with hanger
I didn't get any confused. When the teacher asked us to make, that was arising an idea from my brain immediately
I making a hanger then I mix it with some flannelette
Then the teacher selected us
We must fill the paper which he gave
Then in the afternoon, the teacher called us to have an interview
When I was getting an interview,
I was so afraid, but then I can speak relaxed because I know then if the teacher, Mr.Anton, was a kind teacher.
He listened all which I tell.
He asked me why did I choose MIND, I answer if I loved making something since I was a child
Then he asked again what things that I've made,
I answer as if I was joking,
"When I was a child, there was a movie named 'Teletubbies', then I saw a windmill there and somehow I wanna make it. Then after I try, I can't. So I try to use the other things that have the same purpose with that windmill. I took my mom's Ice box. Then I stuck a paper on it then made a hole. Finally, I filled it with some papers so that if I was boring, I can shake that box than will appear the value what must I think at that time, example: reading a book, so that in that time I must read a book, and etc"
The teacher heard me with a smile
Then he told me again if he was confusing because of my paper which I've filled this morning..
"I'm confused how to assess you. In this paper, it written the value, how big your interest to join this MIND SEP. The value was only 1 until 10, but I saw your answer was bigger than 10 (>10). Wow, how big your interest to join this SEP, right. Hahaha"
Then we had some conversation, after that he took my handmade then I leaved that place
In the evening, when we started the performing arts,
One mentor came to me then ask,
"You're Chintya Marchelina?"
Then I answer it with, "Chintya Marcheline, yes, that's me"
"Uh, yes. Mr.Anton called you. Go to teachers room"
"Now?"
"Yes, now. wanna go alone or with me?" ask the mentor
"I can do it by myself. Ok.. But where is the teachers room?"
"(==") Ok, come on. Follow me"
Then she took me to teachers room then I met Mr.Anton, the MIND SEP teacher
"Hello, you are Chintya?" Ask him
"Yes I am. What happened mr?"
"Hmm.. Congrats, welcome to MIND SEP ^_^"
I was surprised at that time!
"?! REALLY??"
"Sure, welcome Chintya" told him again
Then the mentor who called me was surprised too. She asked is it true that I've accepted in this SEP
Then after Mr.Anton explain why, the mentor congrats me :)
Hey, I was proud of myself
Why? Because the MIND SEP teacher, Mr.Anton said that I've a good talent ^_^
Then he gave me my first job, making hanger art
I took the hanger carefully, it as if my important asset
Then, I back to my group
I saw my best friend group wanna performance, but..
Someone asked me to accompany her to go to the toilet.
But when I told her if the nearest toilet was beside the field, she spoke diffrent.
She told that she wanna go to canteen
And like what did I feel..... She borrowed my money again.
I just know her, but she has borrowed Rp 11.000,- IDR =="
I'm afraid if she forget and didn't pay it back zz
My mom told me if she isn't a good friend, I must becareful with her
Then I back to my group again to watch my best friend performance
He dance nicely, but I ever jealous of a girl between him and his friend
I wanna be that girl T____T how poor I am, I wasn't in the same group with him :'(
Then after all performance, we have dinner together in that field
After dinner, that was distribution of prizes
My best friend, Edo got "The Best Argumentation" certificate
And I got "The Most Creative Student" certificate
Edo was confusing before, the same with me
I didn't expect if I will get that certificate. Thanks God =D
Then after distribution of prizes, we will take keepsake photos
The mentor asked to picked up our certificate,
First I'm afraid and shy but I picked up then with a big proud smile
Then how surprised I was. There was Edo my best friend beside me.
He smile then said something *but I forgot what did he said. hahhaa :p
Then I asked what certificate did he got,
"The Best Argumentation" said him
Then I asked again, "Uhm.. What is argumentation? The same meaning with opinion, right?"
"I think ya" answer him. Weew, I must look so stupid at that time, right? hahaha
Then we didn't realize that the mentor want take a photo again
So that we didn't photographed T__T
Then we laugh each other because of it hahaha
Really, today was a good day I think.
I got 2 pride in only one day
And because of it, I got many friends =D
Hope this time will continue forever~
Thanks God, You're the best XD

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Bad Memories Back Behold a Shadow

March 29, 2012 0

Behold a shadow
Ran over to me
I was scared and jump as fast as lightning
The wind is howling like a dog crying
Rain and storm was I ignored
All I know is gone, away from the shadow

Jet black
Such as octopus ink
I wondered
What is my fault,
What duty,
Why are you trying to return peace in my life that have this?

My days have been quiet
Cool a sea of peace
No more wild cry of the lost
No more blind jealousy
Only one reason
Because he has been with me, remove the griefs are left behind coz of you

Now that we have happy
You come again to take her happiness
Cause jealousy between me and him
Actually, what's wrong? What is wrong? Why do not you allow us both happy?
You are the devil
Therefore, you fell into a hole that is the hottest rage pit of my heart!

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Sometimes.. ♥ =)

March 24, 2012 0
Sometimes I think,
Why should I give up
When the dream in sight
Like a month on top of hand

Sometimes I ask,
Why should I be loving
When Love is endless
Like a poisonus snake wrapped around my heart

Sometimes I say,
Why did I have to say
When the words that really don't want me to said
Pierced through my heart like a knife


Indeed live like a crossword puzzle
Sometimes there are times when answered correctly
And we too often guessing wrong
Sometimes people say,
"The depth of the sea can be measured
Inside the heart, who knows .. "
That's what made ​​me still being strength until now
Faced with a complicated romance
No word replies,
There is no word like
No word of L.O.V.E
None of the replies saying her feelings out of his mouth
And of course it kept asking and asking

Acting makes me happy
Each at the close I felt the warmth
indeed,
I think he was as bright as the sun,
He wasn't as smart as Einstein,
He's also not as handsome as Choi Seung Hyun,
But his smile,
Like poison in my blood
Destructive way my mind
Tie me up like a drug

Although there is now no unrequited
I'm sure he must have sensed
Vibration is really great
Every time I see him walking towards me
He must have felt,
Tormented this heart to love him
To keep this feeling
Through this poem I wrote
All the contents of my heart
The situation with my daily
Life is like a shadow painting layer cake
Sometimes beautiful, sometimes bad
But the ugliness in my day always gone
Every time I see you smiling at me
Yor happiness smile that always warms my inner
Seep into my heart ..  


Friday, March 23, 2012

Soul Flower =D

March 23, 2012 0

You are like a rainbow in my life
Always decorate my day,
Painted throughout my blood stream,
And colouring my darkness..

You like jasmine in the middle of bees
The nectar which banish hunger
White spotless petals
And of course difficult to be get

You are like a deadly virus
Once you closer, no one can avoid
Once you're smiling, no one around you that can survive
And I was so lame because of it

You are E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G to me
Rainbow, Jasmine, or Virus,
You're my oxygen,
My heart beat,
The eyes of my heart..
You make me happy to be able to breathe
You made ​​me understand the meaning of my arrival into the world
And thou, the only person who can make me,
See only the beauty of this world
Because you,
My soul flower ..



Monday, November 14, 2011

Rainbow Hope of Love

November 14, 2011 0
I always wanna be with you..


Laugh louder in your hug,
On the warm way to swim in your love ocean
Vacationing in the sweetness of your smile
Each my time always I empty just for answer your stupid question

Your shoulder is always there to prop up my tears
Over the rainbow my hope is placed
Ubiquitous your soul floating in my mind forever  =]


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