I still can see dancing butterflies before,

I still can hear the song of those birds a month ago,

I still can smell rainbow blooming flowers 1 day ago..

But now it's all gone

No butterflies, no flowers

And no song I heard again in my ears

There all left a thousand tears

Which happen from life rings

Right now, rain was flowing fastly,

Snow has replaced by rainy

The rainy water has erased all the pain feelings in my heart

A big hurt of loving you sincerely

That thing..
Something important in this world,
Something gorgeous,
Something different and special..

But not also with Leo
It always try to chase it
Altough it can't shine like the Sun

Everyday the Sun always stands above the Leo
Makes our body warm
Brighten our road
But no ones care with the Sun

Until one day the Leo stand and say,
"I always love you with all my heart, altough the clouds will separate us.."
Because the distance of them was so far,
Whatever Leo said, the Sun can't listen it

The same with our heart
Just alike Leo which always here waiting for you
I always ask how did your feeling when you close to me
Altough I know that was so futile..

Now I still sit on here,
Under your shine with a thousand hope
Wish you will come close to me
And be mine forever always

Today I joined Science competition in St. Louis Senior High School. One kind of some old school in my city. There, I met my Elementary schoolmate who was called as Stephanie Koeswanto. I'm so glad to met her, considered we have separated for a long time :'(( I wasn't one of those who brought a trophy back home, but I got a lot of nice experiences and memories that I can use them as a lesson for my future life :DD

(You're The One, The First and The Last in My Life)

I just an accustomed human
I have heart,
I have feeling to loving and liked something..
I haven't like someone before,
But you ask and always ask me to loved someone..

Long time to me to find someone
And finally I already find him.
He's not the handsome one
He's not the perfect one..
He has some excess and shortage
He's funny and always can make me forget my sadness
He always smile to me
And I reply it with a sweet spoiled smile
His eyes shine some loves poetry
That's make me shy like a cat

So, do you know who is he?
He's you..
You, the people who always ask me about my feel
Right now I answer it..
You're my love
And I hope we never separate
Althought with bomb or with big wave

Please..
Do you know how long to me to find this feel?
Do you know how difficult to aware this feeling
And do you know, how difficult to forgetting my feel to you
I promise I won't leave you
I'll always be in your side
I hope my wish will come true
Because I very liked you and never wanna lost you
You're my first and my last love..

F.O.R.E.V.E.R    A.L.W.A.Y.S  ♥

Why does you be cold with me?

How does you be like that to me?

Am I do something wrong in your eyes?

To someone who I love?

That like a poison in my thought

He is the one I pray for

Ever I thought to forgot you but I can't

Freak me 'cause I love you

U like an important diamond which very rare

Crashed my heart your bad words looked, but..

Knowing you is the best miracle from God for me..

Today I made cookies. Cookies which called "Bar Cookies Berglasur". What the meaning of "Berglasur" ??? Berglasur is like a white layer which made from flour sugar. Okay, I'll give you the recipe of this cookies, Good Luck friends ^^

Glasur Ingredients:

• 1 white egg
• 175 grams powdered sugar
• 1 / 8 teaspoon vinegar
• 1 / 4 teaspoon brown paste