Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Your Biggest Mistake

December 11, 2013 0
How can I answer it,
If actually the only reason for me is you
If you just want to know,
I'm really not in a good mood
I'm feeling so bad, and as you know
I'm hurt that time while I caught by them
And all the reasons behind all of that event..
Is again because of you..
When you read this, 
Actually you should think if I'll drop my tears again
But for this time,
I choose to handle it
No more tears, I'm alright
That's because of you again,
So I'm fighting :)
Therefore don't ever think to be regret of all your fault
Because you had your biggest mistake that you will surely can't overcome it
That is because you have made me fallen in love so deeply only with you..

Monday, December 9, 2013

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Beautiful Nightmare

December 07, 2013 0
Such a beautiful nightmare
Got hug by you
The warmth of you, catched my soul
That strong grip, is circular in my back..
I wanna shout up the word of love,
My big love for you, dear my heart
Once I fallen deeply into yours,
My love getting stronger
To have your smile..
Is a miracle for me
Something that can rotate my day
But all of that..
Were only happened in my dream..

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Prince of My Fairy Tale Dream

November 13, 2013 0

Never look back, just walk through
Because our past just a story
And our future is waiting for us,
To be passed

Go forward, walk along
When I look up deeply into your eyes
And the time you see my smile placed gently
Because of you..

Live such a little kid
Wishing for a nice fairy tale
The time I sleeping in beauty
Waiting for you to come and kiss me

I believe in my untrue wishes
My dream will come true someday
No need to wait for the christmas
Because you my prince has come true
I see you from here, come closer
Step by step, being so important
Those hands lifted,
Gripped my shoulder..
Then your smile
Really close to my lips,
Kiss my soul
Under the wet cloud
Behind this colorful rainbow..

Wednesday, October 16, 2013


October 16, 2013 0
Today is the first day of summer,
While the last summer I just realise my feeling
I don't know what should I do
It just like a flowing water
Wind blowing through my soul
Passed the deepest of my life story
Yes, it just a story
Fairytale that I've written for a long time ago
And it be real
In this life
Fill in my whole day
And painted a wonderful rainbow above my darkness love sounds..

Thursday, August 29, 2013


August 29, 2013 0
Such like a planet I always there,
Walk around you
Because your gravitational pull my self closer
You are,
A big star that I ever found
That cute warm smile,
Burn out my sight
And suddenly..
My Heart catched into your hug..

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Everyone were same, only they who wanna try will success

August 27, 2013 0
I always do everything by myself before
Act like this world is only mine
Actually I know,
I just an ordinary human
The same with others
But I always think that I have something more than others
Thus right now I learn something,

"Nobody's perfect. Every human born to this world, learn to walk, learn to speak, everyone were same."
But from that statement, 
One thing that makes them different..
"Everyone who always try to make their life more, different with others. Change their way, find the right destiny.. SUCCESS"

Sunday, August 25, 2013


August 25, 2013 1

Hearing your voice makes my heart trembling..

Feeling your come among the blowing wind makes my sweat drop..

Seeing your name appear in my screen, makes my eyes dislodged, DAMN! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Saturday, August 17, 2013


August 17, 2013 0
If only you are there that time,
I can bet that you will be the one who ask me home together,
May be just give me your jacket..
Or try every way to keep me safe from the bad weather

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Students Exchange from Corpus Christi Collage

July 20, 2013 0

Hey! Since a week ago, in my school (Saint Hendry, Senior High School) arrives a special guess from Corpus Christi Collage, West Australia. They were a representation student for student exchange from their school in Australia. Here, are the photos I took by my own. Such a nice day! =D

Me and Lauren

Jeaniffer, Lauren, and Claudia

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Holidae Trip 29.06.13 #Batu #Malang

June 29, 2013 0
Today I went to Batu, Malang to visit my uncle and my aunt. They were attending a reunion there at Kartika Hotel. Batu was a very interestful city because.. Hey, I found so many cheap things there. One comic at Surabaya prices Rp 17.500,- and how about here? Only Rp 9.000,-!! What a bullshit is that.. x_x Okay, these are some photos that I took there. Have a nice trip too all :D

Ferrish Wheel <3 So Exciting ><

I bought it for my besties, Lupita and Valen  :3 Hahaha

Souvenirs made from rattan

Such like a real ghost, isn't it? #Sadako hahaha XDD

I'm so lonely broken angel~ #JustASong lol

Just like two lil child x_x
That is it :D thanks for visiting my blog :****

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Wednesday, June 5, 2013


June 05, 2013 0
Please respect me..

When I'm sad, 
Please come to me..

When I'm falling down,
Please give me your hand and pull me up..

When I'm hurt,
Please try to make me smile again..

When I'm crying,
Please cheer me up..

And when I can't wake from my fragility,
Please still be with me..

Don't ever try to leave me,
Because I will never let you alone forever
I will always there in your tears,
And be the one, the only one who will wipe it away
I'll do it sincerely
Without any reason to ask for the replies

I just wanna be accepted
In everywhere I am
Classes, in a forum, and the any other organisation
I know I'm not good looking
I'm fat and messy
May be you feel that I'm useless..
But actually,
I have a big responsibility that are not owned by people with high status


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